Here's the very first poem I composed. I was only 13 years old, feeling a tumultuous rainbow of emotions and getting very scared by their power. This poem was specifically for a boy, now a man, that I thought I loved, but I didn't. Wherever you are, I wish you peace.

SOMEONE by mustardgirl

How I wish that someone is out there
Someone who loves and someone who cares
Someone who will stand by me through thick and thin
Someone who loves and cares from within
Someone who adores me for who I am
Someone who’s sweet like blueberry jam
Maybe I’m asking to much of all these
Who can realise my hopes?
Who has the key?
But
Maybe that someone is already out there
Maybe he’s right here
Looking at me.